I’m just lost and I’m trying to balance everything in my life right now, i don’t know what to do. Everything is so rushed now. I want to feel your love but everything seems like it’s being pulled away from me. I can’t go out I can’t feel I can’t nothing. I can do literally except breathe. I feel like a robot doing the same thing everyday. I’m knocking on everyone’s door to let me in and let me live but it seems the farthest I get is the window.